The night empty and my mind
black as this silent field I drive beside
filled with dead buffalo bones
turned to dust beneath
bluestem prairie. The highway
running through it a splinter
wedged into the vast palm
of the plains. I’m lost in the center
of America. Lost as we all are
from neighbors, from ourselves. Job lost,
hope lost. Lost to all I’ve known.
And I can feel the center
of my mind breaking and scattering
like grasshopper sparrows tossed
in a storm that squalls and rages
a long time before finally it calms
leaving only the threat of thunder
moving east, leading me.
And with morning ready to reveal
the horizon, I can almost see,
or imagine I see, or want to see sparrows
in the dark beating their wings,
as if trying to lift the storm-
bent blades of Flint Hills tallgrass.
Bio: Rick Mulkey