Issue 21: | 1 Jan. 2024 |
Poem: | 147 words |
I cry. I cry when I realize I’ve left behind a small gift from a friend, each lesser loss now a great piercing. I cry as I order sunflowers for my sister. Nearby in the terminal another woman weeps, her own mother disappearing into the security line abyss, returning to the old country, to a home far from here, each tearing an agony. I flee to the restroom, wash my face, swallow hard, gather myself before boarding begins. On the plane, flanked by families, their babies take up crying, inconsolable. The smallest, an infant, is a purist. Her wailing a three-hour raw lamentation, all vowel and howl, eternal. The older baby knows No! and screams it—repeating crescendos of No Nooo Nooooooooo. We hurtle through the heavens, tethered and untethered, outside civilization, unthinking, animals keening through this longest night.
poems, prose poems, and flash fiction have most recently appeared in Rattle, The Texas Observer, Rust + Moth, and Bracken Magazine, as well as in Haunted, a Porkbelly Press anthology. She lives in North Texas where she works with teen writers online and serves on the editorial staff for Sugared Water.
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