I cry. I cry when I realize I’ve left
behind a small gift from a friend,
each lesser loss now a great piercing. I cry
as I order sunflowers for my sister.
Nearby in the terminal another woman
weeps, her own mother disappearing
into the security line abyss, returning
to the old country, to a home far from here,
each tearing an agony. I flee
to the restroom, wash my face, swallow hard,
gather myself before boarding begins.
On the plane, flanked by families,
their babies take up crying, inconsolable.
The smallest, an infant, is a purist. Her wailing
a three-hour raw lamentation, all vowel
and howl, eternal. The older baby knows No!
and screams it—repeating crescendos
of No Nooo Nooooooooo. We hurtle
through the heavens, tethered
and untethered, outside civilization,
unthinking, animals keening
through this longest night.
poems, prose poems, and flash fiction have most recently appeared in Rattle, The Texas Observer, Rust + Moth, and Bracken Magazine, as well as in Haunted, a Porkbelly Press anthology. She lives in North Texas where she works with teen writers online and serves on the editorial staff for Sugared Water.