Even in places she had never been, my mother
now is, once was, will be. An absence &
an everywhere, a before & an after, my trickster
mother, a shape ever shifting. Three months dead
& she comes up with the sun over the ridge,
scattering into scraps of cloud
petal pink. They float along light
like those little circles of cereal sweet
in my childhood’s breakfast bowl.
Mother nearby at a sink full of soap suds
or packing the lunch boxes for school.
I would spoon every last soggy bit
into my mouth, wipe my chin, then drink,
drink all the sugared milk down.
poems, prose poems, and flash fiction have most recently appeared in Rattle, The Texas Observer, Rust + Moth, and Bracken Magazine, as well as in Haunted, a Porkbelly Press anthology. She lives in North Texas where she works with teen writers online and serves on the editorial staff for Sugared Water.