Issue 14: | August 2022 |
Poem: | 217 words |
When I open the window blinds above the couch my small dog lies on, on her side, she lifts her two free legs as automatically as Pavlov’s dogs responded to the bell. I turn to leave, the legs drift down. I come back to water a plant on the nearby bookcase, they’re up again. And this time, though I’m busy, I sit to stroke her soft, warm belly. How good it might be, to be a pet dog. No hunting required. No predators to flee. No consciousness of my own death. Just the endless succession of moments in the present—when I’m not asleep. The briefest tensions: when, doing my job, I bark at strangers passing in the street, or wait for a tidbit of something good—Is that, is that, is that for me? No brooding that my cancer removed last year could easily recur. No fear that the side effects of the ongoing treatment will shock me again. Then I remember my decrepit last dog—demented, incontinent, in pain—trying vainly to rise after the vet injected the relaxant just before he put her down: how she looked at me mutely with her beseeching eyes while I wept enough to soak my shirt—and how that present moment swelled to fill the universe.
has five full-length collections of poetry published, including Groaning and Singing (FutureCycle, 2022), Bird Flying Through the Banquet (FutureCycle, 2017), Shimmer (WordTech, 2012), and Light Lowering in Diminished Sevenths (2nd ed. Antrim House, 2012), winner of the Litchfield Review poetry book prize for 2007. She also has two chapbooks published: Disappeared Down Dark Wells, and Still Falling (The Inevitable Press, 2000) and Ghost Nurseries (Finishing Line, 2005).
Her poems have appeared in Cider Press Review, Cimarron Review, Connotation Press, Ghost Town, Gyroscope Review, MacQueen’s Quinterly, New Ohio Review, Offcourse, One (Jacar Press), Rattle, Slant, Valparaiso Poetry Review, Verdad, Your Daily Poem, and other journals, and in more than three dozen anthologies. Her stories are published in The Madison Review, The North American Review, Literary Mama, and other magazines, and her creative nonfiction, in Under the Sun; Hippocampus; Inlandia: A Literary Journey; and elsewhere.
Her most recent story, The Paisley Scarf, was published in The Loch Raven Review (Volume 16, No. 1, 2020) and was nominated for a Pushcart.
Her most recent piece of creative nonfiction, Operating in French, appeared in Kaleidoscope (Number 84, Winter/Spring 2022), pages 14-19.
Ms. Kronenfeld is Lecturer Emerita, Department of Creative Writing, UC Riverside, and an Associate Editor of Poemeleon.
Author’s website: http://judykronenfeld.com
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